Darkness…
I am just not good enough… no matter in wat sense… i make too much mistakes as a human being… caused me my friendship…cause me my works…caused me my every every thing…
I am nothing good… just an idiot that owez talks nuts…. just a asshole tat make shit jokes… just a devil tat do nothing good… It was a mistake to have me in tis world… i am the rubbish of the society… a waste of source…
y… everyone just left me… mayb just becoz i prefer alone… the trill of being lonely…. the feeling of lonliness… no 1 understand me… no1 cares about me… mayb tat’s wat i wanted… a lonely life… living in darkness… the light was blown out by myself…and i cant lite it back again…
It’s seems so long i went out of darkness… into the colourful world… now it’s time to go back to my world of darkness….the world of blackness… the world of death…
aiyah
sometimes we feel useless, lonely and good for nothing. BUT actually, there are a lot of goodness in us, friends who r there but u r not aware, many ears willing to listen and so many ppl who cares ONLY u dun know. I am One of them.
I oso feel like u too, sometimes. I always keep in mind:
1. do not do unto others, what u do not like to be done onto u. (Confucius)
2. Be like the 3 wise monkeys.
3.Don’t say what u dun mean to say. What u think is a joke, may not be a joke to others. so…. WATCH ur words!